Are U Happy?

Ya... This topic draws my attention when i watch a tv show, xiang(direction) shi jie(world) chu fa(go). 1st of all, r u rly happy? Happy doesn't mean u ned have much money tat u can spend, having a lot of bf-gf-wife-husband-"spare tyre" (tis i don knw u knw o not)... But, for sure, no money sure not happy d. May b some1 say u happy for nw, but it's will not for good (forever).

For me, nice to be very rich. However, if i happy wif d wealth i have, fine, if not me prefer got enough money than very rich. Someone feels happy when taking, but there is oso ppl happy when they r giving. Some likes to work until die to be happy, some like learn new things to be happy, and some like to see ppl happy then he/she oso happy. Someone happy when they teach...... (etc) drawing, singing, dating, playing musical instruments, computering, gaming, fighting, killing, raping, stealing, fucking (don be shock), traveling, studying, dreaming =..= Aiyo. a lot le.

Compare someone gets gift everyday frm admirers wif some get a special gift per year or more. Who is happier? Different ppl different answer. And frm d tv show, i learnt that having something doesnt mean anything. If u don have it, doesn't mean u not happy. I meant in some codition, we need to learn to let go. At least, u tell everyone especially urself that u try b4. U try to have it but not everythings are perfect. U sure knw..

But, d question is can u let it go? I was confused! Mixed feeling though. If i given chance to choose, there is a part of me don't wan to go through d experience, and there is a part of me wan to have it again. It's too special to describe. Tat kind of feeling.

Why wan to hav it again?
...... We learnt frm d experience, especailly it's d 1st time. Sometimes, it feels sweet and sure remember till d end.

Why don wan to go through again?
Bcasue it's rly painful. I am not kidding. Sure! Cry for a week alomst d nite time. Cry until no more energy to feel sad! Still thinking ab it for a month. Untill nw, still cannot let it go.

Mayb TIME will make the differences. It may cure d internal pain or will it be? Tat's y all of us say: let time make the decision between us. Me jz sad sometimes, what u do ppl don appreciate it. N i hope someday, in tis world or other dimension, even d last day of d existance of d Universe, deep inside ur heart, u rly appreciate what i have done before & after!