Ya... This topic draws my attention when i watch a tv show, xiang(direction) shi jie(world) chu fa(go). 1st of all, r u rly happy? Happy doesn't mean u ned have much money tat u can spend, having a lot of bf-gf-wife-husband-"spare tyre" (tis i don knw u knw o not)... But, for sure, no money sure not happy d. May b some1 say u happy for nw, but it's will not for good (forever).
For me, nice to be very rich. However, if i happy wif d wealth i have, fine, if not me prefer got enough money than very rich. Someone feels happy when taking, but there is oso ppl happy when they r giving. Some likes to work until die to be happy, some like learn new things to be happy, and some like to see ppl happy then he/she oso happy. Someone happy when they teach...... (etc) drawing, singing, dating, playing musical instruments, computering, gaming, fighting, killing, raping, stealing, fucking (don be shock), traveling, studying, dreaming =..= Aiyo. a lot le.
Compare someone gets gift everyday frm admirers wif some get a special gift per year or more. Who is happier? Different ppl different answer. And frm d tv show, i learnt that having something doesnt mean anything. If u don have it, doesn't mean u not happy. I meant in some codition, we need to learn to let go. At least, u tell everyone especially urself that u try b4. U try to have it but not everythings are perfect. U sure knw..
But, d question is can u let it go? I was confused! Mixed feeling though. If i given chance to choose, there is a part of me don't wan to go through d experience, and there is a part of me wan to have it again. It's too special to describe. Tat kind of feeling.
Why wan to hav it again?
...... We learnt frm d experience, especailly it's d 1st time. Sometimes, it feels sweet and sure remember till d end.
Why don wan to go through again?
Bcasue it's rly painful. I am not kidding. Sure! Cry for a week alomst d nite time. Cry until no more energy to feel sad! Still thinking ab it for a month. Untill nw, still cannot let it go.
Mayb TIME will make the differences. It may cure d internal pain or will it be? Tat's y all of us say: let time make the decision between us. Me jz sad sometimes, what u do ppl don appreciate it. N i hope someday, in tis world or other dimension, even d last day of d existance of d Universe, deep inside ur heart, u rly appreciate what i have done before & after!
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
Fun JPA Interview Experience
Ok... Let me tell d story. Actualy i saw ppl post their experince in JPA interview... so me be d copycat lo as u knw my name if Felix The Cat... Saw some1 frm Penang post his JPA interview experince and i agree wif wat he say by talk more... addded by me is u sure ned d confident and take it easily. Relax!
As for preparation... for me nothin much. Just make an introduction ab myself. Tat's all.. But wat i rly don like is ned to go to Sibu. Aiyo, make a place at Bintulu la...
Ab Interview:
DATE - 31th march 2009
VENUE - 24th floor, Wisma Sanyan, Sibu
TIME - 8.00 a.m. (actual time around 10.00 a.m)
On 30th noon, i made my way to Bintulu bus station located in medan jaya, going to Sibu. Sibu here i come! I go by myself lo, accompany by Ya Tze... Actualy wan go wif my dad... But ned be more independent liao. Arived Sibu around 7 or 8pm. Aiyo, waiting my uncle fetch. Wait ther for 1hour++ Bcause too hungry, go find food to eat. Eh, i go in a bread shop named Bread Sense. Wah, the breads nice and as it's nite, so like got discounts...hehe... Yummy. Then, my uncle came wif his mecedes benz. He's not rich d, don't ask me hw he got himself a car like tat. Then, i stay at my another uncle's house.
Realy hard to sleep. A bit worry lo as no do much preparation. Arrive at Wisma Sanyan around 7.40++ am. Wah, saw many other interviewers. I got think b4 we guys wear formal shirt with tie, then gurl how le? Hehe... They wore baju kurung le, something like tat malay clothes. Haha, my question ab tat solved.
24th floor we went up. Aiyo, so malu tat time no 1 i knw unless Ming Seng frm SMK Bandar. O... Ya Tze noon d. Paiseh, me no go see my name 1st whether 1st panel or 2nd panel, straight go 1st panel... buat malu. Then, i went to see my name at panel 2, give her see my cert., then wait for my name called. I'm 2nd panel 3rd group 1st person. There 5 persons in 1 group. I was given d no.1 name tag. Aiyo, everything started wif me, so rugi. Ab lenglui, hehe, got many oso but don dare to go kenal kenal. But, i got to knw my group d ppl la. Including me got 3 guys 2 girls. 3 applied pharmcay and 2 applied medic. N all d other 4 ppl frm Sibu lo. Tat 2 boys frm smk methodist, sibu. Names: 2nd- ??? Seng, 3rd-Lawrence, 4th-Pei Zhi, 5th- forgot(don angry)...
We went in the room. Sitting on chair and ther got 3 panels there. 1st introduce urself. A bit sad, 1st person started 1st and d panel zzz. Mayb i talked to much. One of d panels said i giv u 1 more mins to intro urself, running out of time. As i see, d other 2 boys too shy and nervous i tink. D 4rd girl oso same. Wooh, D 5rd girl so lihai. Fluent english n confident. Her way talking i don knw how to describe. Special question for me- how i build myself d confident? Then, they asked every1 wher u wan to go, d country. Every1 say a country but me say... I don knw wich to choose, if given choose i wan go new zealand but for me anywher can... oso prefering local U too. Jz giv me a scholarship enough. Then, they asked me if i put u at d county where no malaysian d how... Saying tat i can adapt myself lo as i go ns oso make friend wif d indians as i nvr got any b4. Bla bla bla... Discussion time: Hehe... i given d post of d chairman and bring up d other 4 ppl. Other 4 be like Dato and we discussing ab d title given by them... Obesity- punca-punca, langkah-langkah.. Speak in malay. I started and ended up wif a conclusion... B4 leaving d room, I go shake hand wif d panels followed by d other interviewers. And happy... One of d panel said to me that he liked my tie... Haha Black tie wif pink diamonds shape... i like that tie 2.
Journey back to Bintulu, hehe luckily that lawrence willing to send me to bus station... no ned use taxi lo... Once again go buy bread frm tat Bread Sense. This time tat's female cashier lenglui smile at me... Wah, most of d workers r teenages le... Nice
Arrive home and play Warcraft...
As for preparation... for me nothin much. Just make an introduction ab myself. Tat's all.. But wat i rly don like is ned to go to Sibu. Aiyo, make a place at Bintulu la...
Ab Interview:
DATE - 31th march 2009
VENUE - 24th floor, Wisma Sanyan, Sibu
TIME - 8.00 a.m. (actual time around 10.00 a.m)
On 30th noon, i made my way to Bintulu bus station located in medan jaya, going to Sibu. Sibu here i come! I go by myself lo, accompany by Ya Tze... Actualy wan go wif my dad... But ned be more independent liao. Arived Sibu around 7 or 8pm. Aiyo, waiting my uncle fetch. Wait ther for 1hour++ Bcause too hungry, go find food to eat. Eh, i go in a bread shop named Bread Sense. Wah, the breads nice and as it's nite, so like got discounts...hehe... Yummy. Then, my uncle came wif his mecedes benz. He's not rich d, don't ask me hw he got himself a car like tat. Then, i stay at my another uncle's house.
Realy hard to sleep. A bit worry lo as no do much preparation. Arrive at Wisma Sanyan around 7.40++ am. Wah, saw many other interviewers. I got think b4 we guys wear formal shirt with tie, then gurl how le? Hehe... They wore baju kurung le, something like tat malay clothes. Haha, my question ab tat solved.
24th floor we went up. Aiyo, so malu tat time no 1 i knw unless Ming Seng frm SMK Bandar. O... Ya Tze noon d. Paiseh, me no go see my name 1st whether 1st panel or 2nd panel, straight go 1st panel... buat malu. Then, i went to see my name at panel 2, give her see my cert., then wait for my name called. I'm 2nd panel 3rd group 1st person. There 5 persons in 1 group. I was given d no.1 name tag. Aiyo, everything started wif me, so rugi. Ab lenglui, hehe, got many oso but don dare to go kenal kenal. But, i got to knw my group d ppl la. Including me got 3 guys 2 girls. 3 applied pharmcay and 2 applied medic. N all d other 4 ppl frm Sibu lo. Tat 2 boys frm smk methodist, sibu. Names: 2nd- ??? Seng, 3rd-Lawrence, 4th-Pei Zhi, 5th- forgot(don angry)...
We went in the room. Sitting on chair and ther got 3 panels there. 1st introduce urself. A bit sad, 1st person started 1st and d panel zzz. Mayb i talked to much. One of d panels said i giv u 1 more mins to intro urself, running out of time. As i see, d other 2 boys too shy and nervous i tink. D 4rd girl oso same. Wooh, D 5rd girl so lihai. Fluent english n confident. Her way talking i don knw how to describe. Special question for me- how i build myself d confident? Then, they asked every1 wher u wan to go, d country. Every1 say a country but me say... I don knw wich to choose, if given choose i wan go new zealand but for me anywher can... oso prefering local U too. Jz giv me a scholarship enough. Then, they asked me if i put u at d county where no malaysian d how... Saying tat i can adapt myself lo as i go ns oso make friend wif d indians as i nvr got any b4. Bla bla bla... Discussion time: Hehe... i given d post of d chairman and bring up d other 4 ppl. Other 4 be like Dato and we discussing ab d title given by them... Obesity- punca-punca, langkah-langkah.. Speak in malay. I started and ended up wif a conclusion... B4 leaving d room, I go shake hand wif d panels followed by d other interviewers. And happy... One of d panel said to me that he liked my tie... Haha Black tie wif pink diamonds shape... i like that tie 2.
Journey back to Bintulu, hehe luckily that lawrence willing to send me to bus station... no ned use taxi lo... Once again go buy bread frm tat Bread Sense. This time tat's female cashier lenglui smile at me... Wah, most of d workers r teenages le... Nice
Arrive home and play Warcraft...
Thursday, April 9, 2009
My Special Dorm
I didnt notice it before... It's started one day when i was bored. As i was intended to walk out frm my dorm...
Although my komponi won, i don't think this is the factor.
Life... Experience... and Die
Ok... Let's start wif something simple... After u read through, pls leave a comment.. and oso if possible, giv me d defination of life. First of all, let's us close our eyes and open our mind and heart. Do u knw wat is life?
I can tel u tat i don knw wat is life. why i say so? bcasue we will not learn or experience everythings in life. And, i cannot feel or experience d lives of other ppl. Can u? I don think so...
I always ask why i'm inside this body? It would be nice to become others. It would be nice to knw everythings. Tat's what our teenagers thinking. We want to knw n mayb more. And we want to try, experience... And for sure we want tat... But not everythings would be nice n smooth everytime. There is time we suffer, ther is time we enjoy, and there is time we don enjoy or even suffer. I don knw how u feel n for sure u don rly knw my feelings. It's not only btween u and me but oso there is different region in this world. The weather, the people, the language, the dishes, the life, and many of their daily experiences... its totally different frm us...
For me, ther is purpose for every1 of us to live in this planets. We play roles... We change the world, the fate and destiny. We started wif a baby>>> growing in size, physical, mental, psychology, and feelings. We become what of we have done today and what we have done b4 today and what we will do after today. I believe any1 of us can change the world, and i belive i'm one of them.
Parents or any1 taking care of a child are d most important ppl to build up a baby child.. It's between 1 year old to 5 years old. So, don bother to blame ur child for ur mistakes if u think u rly done d mistakes. Although we cannot blame everythings on them but a bad starting will absolutely kill ur child. Think!
Why i say life is juzt like a map? There is big maps and oso small one. Different ppl have different maps due to d size, d content, d direction... Doesn't mean big maps are maps with knwledges. It's all depend on urself whether u think u enough wif ur own map. Mayb its small but meaningful. And whether big o small, u happy with it and will not regret, then enough for what u have go through until d last breath u let go. So, don bother wat type of map is urs as we can change our maps with every steps we touch. Why i say touch? Bcasue small step makes big differences.
God just brings us d ways and we are the one to choose how to make our moves. If we have make the move, we cannot go back unless d memories are erased.
After secondary school, we can call ourselves stand-up person. Becsue this is d time we make our decision ourselves. Then, we start to learn more ab this world. We learn what is life. I think i just can write until here as i'm juz 18. Many more i need to knw n experience. So, it's time for us to start to plan our future, dream, ambition, and what u rly want to do
I can tel u tat i don knw wat is life. why i say so? bcasue we will not learn or experience everythings in life. And, i cannot feel or experience d lives of other ppl. Can u? I don think so...
I always ask why i'm inside this body? It would be nice to become others. It would be nice to knw everythings. Tat's what our teenagers thinking. We want to knw n mayb more. And we want to try, experience... And for sure we want tat... But not everythings would be nice n smooth everytime. There is time we suffer, ther is time we enjoy, and there is time we don enjoy or even suffer. I don knw how u feel n for sure u don rly knw my feelings. It's not only btween u and me but oso there is different region in this world. The weather, the people, the language, the dishes, the life, and many of their daily experiences... its totally different frm us...
For me, ther is purpose for every1 of us to live in this planets. We play roles... We change the world, the fate and destiny. We started wif a baby>>> growing in size, physical, mental, psychology, and feelings. We become what of we have done today and what we have done b4 today and what we will do after today. I believe any1 of us can change the world, and i belive i'm one of them.
Parents or any1 taking care of a child are d most important ppl to build up a baby child.. It's between 1 year old to 5 years old. So, don bother to blame ur child for ur mistakes if u think u rly done d mistakes. Although we cannot blame everythings on them but a bad starting will absolutely kill ur child. Think!
Why i say life is juzt like a map? There is big maps and oso small one. Different ppl have different maps due to d size, d content, d direction... Doesn't mean big maps are maps with knwledges. It's all depend on urself whether u think u enough wif ur own map. Mayb its small but meaningful. And whether big o small, u happy with it and will not regret, then enough for what u have go through until d last breath u let go. So, don bother wat type of map is urs as we can change our maps with every steps we touch. Why i say touch? Bcasue small step makes big differences.
God just brings us d ways and we are the one to choose how to make our moves. If we have make the move, we cannot go back unless d memories are erased.
After secondary school, we can call ourselves stand-up person. Becsue this is d time we make our decision ourselves. Then, we start to learn more ab this world. We learn what is life. I think i just can write until here as i'm juz 18. Many more i need to knw n experience. So, it's time for us to start to plan our future, dream, ambition, and what u rly want to do
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